I feel like painting today.

I haven't done that for a while...

maybe I'll paint after school.

maybe.

idk.

I feel artistic today :)

The Positive Stuff

Soo, I was told that maybe i should try focusing on what I like about this place....

Soo... Here goes.

What I Like About Oscarville

It's not overrun with people

I get to stay home all day and read

I have to ride my ski-doo or boat in order to get to somewhere else

My dogs are here

I spend a lot of time with my brothers

There's only 6 people in all of my classes, so we get spoiled by our teachers

School here is Easy Peasy Simple as Pie

I don't have to wear makeup

No one cares if I forgot to shower last night

School gets out at 3:45 instead of 4 or 4:30

I don't have to take the bus to school

It's quiet

I just got my driver's permit last Friday

No one Bugs me at home

It's a whole bunch easier to stay single when you're related to everyone in town

I get my own computer

I get to sleep in a loft

My curfew is later here [even if I never go out anyway]

I have a Rock Star bedroom

The River [actually, it's only the slough] is right next to my bedroom window

I don't need to sleep at anyone's house because i see them all day anyway

aaand...

ummm....

It's easier to convince my dad to spoil me, because my grades are all better and i developed amazing debating/convincing/negotiating/arguing skills since we moved here =D=D=D

You're Gonna Be Seeing a Lot of Those Smiley Faces [:):):)]

Im really excited about this summer. whooopeee whoopeee whopeeeeeeee :):):)

We're gonna go to Tununak like, pretty much right after school is out, and im gonna apply for a drivers ed class to get my license early this summer, but first i need to go and take my permit test tomorrow. lol. i dont know if my dad will let me go though. he'll probably say that ill be too much of a hazard to everyone else on the road =D. lol. anyway after tununak, We're gonna fly down to Chicago and then go on a roadtrip with my cousin Amber down to Florida, Up to New York, and then over to Michigan and back to Chicago. Excitement Excitement Excitement :). Best part is, after that we're gonna spend some time in Anchorage with my cousin Nikki and her kids Devon and Bella, and I'll get to see hannah, and then after that i even have a month all to myself in Bethel, instead of just a week or whatever like it always is :):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):):).

IIIIIMMMMMMM EXCIIIIIIIITEDDDDD!!!!!!!!!

whoohoooo!

schools almost out :)

The Spongebob Kid

Once upon a time, there was a crazy little kid that had an obsession with Sponge Bob. So intense was his obsession in fact, that he created his own Sponge Bob costume out of a cardboard box and refused to take it off for weeks at a time. He slept in it, he ate in it, he went to the bathroom in it, and he even applied a special coat of paint to it, allowing him to take showers in it. I'm telling you, this kid was Ccrazy for Sponge Bob.

thought i should make at least one post preppy

Apes After Hours

Big Butterflies

Crushed Ice

Dancing Dandelions

Ecstatic Emo's

Fantastic Figures

Gibbering Giraffes

Happy Hippos

Innocent Inamorato's

Jumping Jelly Beans

Kicking Kabobs

Lazy Ladies

Mangy Gentlemen

Nocturnal Nice Kids

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Pink Panthers

Quixotic Quints

Rambunctious Rascals

Seafaring scoundrels

Tart Tongues

Ummm

Vicious Victories

Withering Weirdos

Extreme Rally Car Racers

Yodeling Youngens

Zig Zagged cornrolls...
...

flying penguins

singing tigers

solid rainbows

super tall leprechauns

super skinny santa

happy emo's

colorful goths

smart blondes

georgeous geeks

ugly preps.

my

happy

thoughts :)

work for it

just another day

just another journey

not nearly as important

not nearly worth the fight

another figure in the doorway

the fog blurring your sight

make your way blindly

pray you make it alright

bring forth your on winds

make haste your own climb

clear up the fog

do it with your own whim

create your own happiness

achieve your own goals

who says you need anybody

to make you your own

Northern Men with Southern Manners

I bumped into a really cute guy the other day. Not cute physically, but cute personality-wise.

I was helping one of our renters move out because the guys that were supposed to help her hadn't shown up yet, and we just got back to her house after moving a whole truck load to the new one, when we saw this subaru parked right in front of her driveway with five high school guys and an old guy trying to fix the back door.

I couldnt help smiling to myself, and I couldnt help chuckling when one of them kept looking back at me. Cute.

So, here I am smiling, chuckling actually, just finding the concept that it takes six guys to fix a door amusing and theres that guy, not that tall, not that lean, not my type, keeps glancing back at me.

I'm reminded that even in camo snowpants, mussed up hair and a baggy sweatshirt that
even I can remain attractive. And as I'm helping Jan back up her truck into the driveway, this guy comes out of the house lugging one end of a couch to put in the Subaru:

"Excuse me, ma'am,"

That's what he said, with total confidence. "Excuse me ma'am," is something that he's obviously used to saying.

Cute. That's all I can think of, is, "How cute."

and then I realize.. He called me ma'am.. and I'm wearing camo snowpants with a baggy sweatshirt

wow.
just.
wow.

I wish all guys could treat a girl like that. How great would that be. "Excuse me, ma'am." How much does that say about a guy? As opposed to just, "Scuse me," or nothing at all. Wow.

So I decided today, that I'm not gonna make it a must or anything, but any guy willing to call me ma'am, and act like they used to a million gabillion years ago, when guys actually had to "swoon" chicks, has already earned a pretty darn good page in my book.

 

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