Make the Best of It?

so i'm pretty tired of everything.

living within a nonexistent village

[yes, its pretty much nonexistent with not even 60 people in town]

not getting into bethel whenever i want to

trying to figure out how I'm going to get enough sleep

and dealing with people too obsessed with creating multiple dramatic scenes.

today isn't a good day.

i guess you can kind of tell.

well probably not.

i feel way out of it

careless.

apathetic.

I'm so sleepy.

I slept all day yesterday.

I felt sick.

I didn't go to ball practice.

I woke up before nine (pm)

and couldn't get back to sleep afterwards.

dumb.

I feel like yuck muck today.

I got stuck on my math quiz.

It took me more than an hour to figure out how i was going to solve number three.

and i finally found that the answer was way too easy.

which made me feel pretty... what's the word... not smart?

lol.

a few things to make today a little better [i guess]

my cousin is supposed to come over today

I haven't seen her in forever.

my mom is probably going to get more vanilla ice cream today

so ill probably be able to have plenty of banana milkshakes today :)

Im going to ball practice

that means i get to work out

yee haw?

I won't have homework.

i think.

aand. what else. i did laundry yesterday

so clean clothes for me,

whoo!

ahah.

funny.